~THE POWDERY-SCENTED EVELOPE~

1.   BASED ON SHORT STORY THE POWDERY-SCENTED ENVELOPE WRITEN BY FARAH MAHADI, IF I WERE ILA IN THIS STORY AND FATIN IS GETTING MARRIED TO KHAIRUL AWANG, I WOULD  NOT GO TO THE WEDDING. IT'S BECAUSE I KNOW MY HEART IS NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO FACING IT. I STILL CAN'T FORGET THE PAIN THAT HE WAS ALREADY DONE EVEN THOUGH I ALREADY FORGIVE HIM. I HATE TO SEEING THE PERSON WHO HURT MY HEART IN A SPECIAL DAY HAPPY WITH SOMEONELSE EXSPECIALLY WITH MY COUSIN AND THEN GETTING FLASHBACKS FROM THINGS WHERE I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER. I DON'T WANT ALLOW MY TEAR TO FLOW JUST BECAUSE OF HE WHO IS DID NOT APPRECIATE THE LOVE  THAT I GIVE. HE TOTALLY DID NOT DESERVED TO BE HAPPY, WHILE ME STILL IN A PAIN BECAUSE OF HIM. NEXT, I DON'T WANT TO RUIN THEIR WEDDING  BECAUSE  I AM AFRAID UNEXPECTED THINGS MAY HAPPEN WHEN MY EMOTIONALLY IS NOT UNDER MY CONTROL. I DON'T WANT HE THINK THAT I STILL CAN'T MOVE ON. IT MUCH  BETTER SIT AT THE HOME  WATCHING TV OR K-DRAMAS WHILE EATING POPCORN.  SO, THAT I CAN START MOVING FORWARD TO CREATE A NEW MOMENTS AND BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES WITH SOMEONE ELSE WHO DESERVED.

  2.   IN MY  BRIEF OPINION, I DID NOT LIKE MY EX TO BE FRIENDS WITH MY OWN SIBLINGS OR RELATIVES. IT IS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT MY OWN SIBLING, OR RELATIVES  FEEL THE SAME PAIN THAT HE GIVE TO ME. MY SIBLINGS OR RELATIVES DESERVE TO GET MUCH BETTER THAN HIM. BUT I STILL CAN'T STOP MY EX TO BE FRIENDS WITH MY OWN SIBLINGS OR RELATIVES, THEY HAVE THE RIGHT SINCE MY RELATIONSHIP IS OVER WITH HIM.IN THIS CASE, I  WILL TELL THE TRUTH  WITH HAVE AN OPEN CONVERSATION ABOUT MY EX TO THEM. I WOULD STRAIGHT UP TELL THEM THEY CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH MY EX, BECAUSE THAT COULD MAKE ME FELL UNCOMFORTABLE.I BELIEVE THEY WILL HATE MY EX THEN DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS. IT IS BECAUSE THEIR LOYALTY WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME. IT'S A BIOLOGICAL BOND THAT CAN'T BE EASILY BROKEN BECAUSE OF MY EX. MY EX WAS DID SOMETHING THAT REALLY HORRIBLE TO ME AS WE WERE BREAKING UP DURING THE RELATIONSHIP, IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE THAT I WOULD NOT WANT THEM TO BE FRIENDS WITH MY SIBLINGS OR RELATIVES. ALL BREAK UPS CAN GET MESSY, AND PEOPLE CAN SAY AND DO HURTFUL THINGS, IT MAY FEEL LIKE A BETRAYAL IF I DID NOT TELL THE TRUTH TO THEM. THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW. 

3.  IF I AM THE WRITER OF THIS STORY I WOULD LIKE TO CONTINUE MY STORY WITH , ILA FELT GUILTY WITH FATIN AFTER SHE KNOW THE TRUTH OF EVERYTHING AND ASKED A ALPOLOGIZE TO FATIN FOR HER MISUNDERSTANDING. FATIN WILL FORGIVE ILA BUT WITH ONE CONDITION. ILA SHOULD BECOME FATIN'S BRIEDEMAID AT HER WEDDINGS CEREMONY. FINALLY, ILA HAD TO FULFILL FATIN'S REQUEST WITH PLEASED.THE NEXT DAY, ILA FEEL SO NERVOUS BECAUSE THIS IS HER FIRST EXPERIENCE AS  A BRIEDEMAIDS. SHE REALLY HAPPY TO KNOW THAT HER COUSIN NOT GETTING TO MARRIED WITH HER EX. FATIN IS COUNTING ON ME, ILA SAID. SO, SHE HAVE TO MAKE SURE FATIN'S SPECIAL DAY GO AS SMOOTH AS POSSIBLE. ILA WAS   HONOURED TO BE BESTOWED WITH SUCH AN AMAAZING RESPONSIBILITY. AT A BRIDAL DAIS, ILA WAS NOTICED THE GROOMSMEN WITH A PURPLE BAJU MELAYU KEEP WATCHING ON HER. THAT MAKE SHE FEEL IN UNCOMFORTABLE SITUATION.   WHEN THE CEREMONY END, ILA WENT TO THE TOILET AND DUMPED WITH THAT GROOMSMEN. THE GROOMSMEN GIVE HIS BUSINESS CARD TO ILA AND SAID DID NOT YOU REMEMBER ME? ILA TRYING TO FLASHBACK BUT HE CAN'T REMEMBER WHO IS HE. SHE LOOK NAME AT THE BUSINESS CARD THAT WAS GIVEN. SHE SAW IT "MOHD FAUZI TERMIZI". NOW, SHE WAS REMEMBER WHO IS HE. MOHD FAUZI TERMIZI IS HER BESTFRIEND WHEN SHE IS CHILDHOOD AROUND 8 YEARS OLD. THEY BREAKS THE SILENTBY GREETING EACH OTHER.  FAUZI GIVE THE POWDERY SCENTED EVELOPE AS HE  WENT INVITE ILA TO COME ON HIS DINNER'S PARTY. FAUZI ASK ILA TO BECAME HIS PARTNER IN THAT DINNER PARTY. ILA WITH A PLEASED ACCEPT THE INVITATION. I NEED TO MOVE ON  AND OPEN MY HEART TO DESERVE PERSON, SAID ILA IN HER HEART.